words confusion is a word to make me sputter farther down it pushed me under when i see the light of never i cant believe love is forever

truth i saw her the other night sadness in the sky she covered it all over and stared right in my eye and asked me how could i go on living in such a fret i told her i loved him dear she said my heart was in a debt she told me i shouldn't love what i could not have she told me to never love for that i can not have she swooped down on my shoulders and she would not budge i wanted love so bad how could she hold such a grudge one day I will kill her or just kill it all one day there will no more and I will take the fall but until that day does come she hides behind me and stays inside my shadow where no one can find me

a burning within me As i look into the fire I see calamity pushing my life into deep insanity Makes me wonder why I'm still alive looking farther up but slowly falling down I'm finally falling into oblivion burning down Ashes of desire rising up into oblivion burning up smoke of inspire Makes me wonder why i still arise looking farther up but forever falling down

scissors does my shadow make me sin make me bitter cut within there is a life that is happy it is waiting for me somewhere but in light there is dark where everything turns to shit like me i live on sorry and crave tears every once in a while there will be someone like a half hr trip to the park but thats not what i want why cant there be some understanding left for me as my  blood drips down my arm pain comes not from home but from my heart all i want is  that warm feeling of a person who needs me as much as i need him that makes me happy not my mask my mask makes everything light and covers the shit and dark that is me but my scars wont heal unless i let them but intill they do there will be a better way waiting for me not to far justa cut of the arm and ill be there where people dont wair masks to cover me up but hopefully i can hit some light in the sholder then i will decide to let them heal if sometime soon life is for real

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my world has swallowed me whole i dont think im coming back im in this corner comfortly dieing in my lonlinees reaching for a light of day as being pressed into the ground just keeping my sanity for the end when ill need it for now ill put it in my pocket and pretend its not there

As i look farther in my sight Draws my madness from complete sadness and my mind opens up to utter Darkness surprising my heart with a sensce of drowning in lonliness

please pull me out before my heart swallows my mind whole and i will soon die i cant find the opening of my pocket does this mean ill be stuck here forever where flowers turn to dirt i guess im just another lucky 13

why dont you see my crys for your tears why dont you here my crys for your fears i'd love to make you crys for my fears i'd love to make you search for my tears you seem so dark in your corner peering at me with knives shooting my heart with sorrow and fear id pull you from the ceiling but im afriad youll see my wings will you hold up my boots or sing a song of two words with the velvet rope that binds us no more softness of your skin just the hard coldness of the floor im guess im still waiting for you to return and im waiting to see you watch me let you go

bad goth poetry

i decided to take down the old shitt and put up some bad goth poems that i sometimes read to make me laugh..its fun...feel free to steal and turn it in for an english class

more soon to come....